update

i felt like it was time to write something and update the world on my life. so i went to staff training for camp over may long. it was amazing!!!
loved it. i am a part of SPUR, its a new mentoring program that they started, and as such i need to be emmersed in the scriptures and there for i am on a reading plan to read through the bible in 24 weeks. thats right weeks. so far its going alright.
today i work i conquered my fear of hieghts and went to the top of the grain elevator. climbed upa ladder. supposed to use manlift... its easier and safer, but wasn't working so i got to take the scary ladder. needless to say i was praying the whole way up.
i'm slowly getting ready for camp... i've been plan out my devo's while i am at work... my job doesn't require any thinking so i can focus on other things while i work.
i've learned that i am not meant to spend 8 hours a day alone. i need people. though it has helped my prayer life... since i need someone to talk to!!! lol. and God is always there, i'm more likely to talk to him when i have no one else... as horrible as that sounds, but its helping me a lot.
but the otherday while working outside i saw a mouse and my heart jumped for joy because i finally had someone to talk to. and the highlight of my entire day was the fact that i was able to spend two whole minutes with that mouse.
it made me feel really sad afterwards when the mouse left and i was alone again... then even sadder when i realized how disapointed i was over a mouse!
but yeah. planing and working and getting ready for camp... need to start geting my stuff ready for there and bethany so i can at least think about packing... maybe i should unpack my bethany stuff... lol. still haven't finished that.